Sunday

Slept in a bit, but was still the first one up. I didn't feel like going to church, I just wasn't in the mood to run into the Ex again, and I'm not in the mood to pretend I'm all happy and glad to be there. I worked on a few projects at home, and am now getting ready for The Cafe d'Seville which is happening again tonight. It's being held at Paul's place, and I am helping Paul make Indian Food for it. Sometimes I wish I felt like I were exploring and learning about myself and things as much at church as I do when I'm playing music, or creating art.